Saturday, October 16, 2010
Well,the O levels kick off in 5 days. Stress is here with me,so is tension. Tiredness somewhere here too. Sigh.
What's new(old) in my life
Well I've got a letter from the Police Force asking me to go for a medical appointment. I don't know if that means I might have been accepted or not,but shall continue praying hard. I need this job,I really do. I've been working just twice at my old place(once on friday,once more tomorrow) and I am tired. My aunt and dad ask me why am I working when I will probably start a full time job? I've told them that it's just twice.
You see,I'm short of money. Real bad. I would also love not to work and just do something I like for a change or study something I want to learn about. But sacrifices must be made for these dreams. I need the money,urgently. It's not that I owe people money,it's just that I am genuinely tired of pulling money from here so it can be spent there only to save it there so that it can be spent somewhere else again. Let's just hope that with a new job,the situation improves.
Matters of the heart
Let me be honest: no time for this already lah! Haha. There is a girl I am interested in,but I don't have the time nor energy(nor money) to chase after her. And another more bigger problem; I don't know how to start a conversation with her! Yeah,that's right, noisy,talkative can't-shut-up Adnan can't talk to a girl! Hahaha. Sometimes I really wonder what is it that guys do to attract girls to them? Hm.m...
Misc
I'm feeling very warm. Weather is horrible. Very tired from last night's shift. So yeah.
Darmuis blogged at 1:10 AM
