Saturday, October 16, 2010
Well,the O levels kick off in 5 days. Stress is here with me,so is tension. Tiredness somewhere here too. Sigh.
What's new(old) in my life
Well I've got a letter from the Police Force asking me to go for a medical appointment. I don't know if that means I might have been accepted or not,but shall continue praying hard. I need this job,I really do. I've been working just twice at my old place(once on friday,once more tomorrow) and I am tired. My aunt and dad ask me why am I working when I will probably start a full time job? I've told them that it's just twice.
You see,I'm short of money. Real bad. I would also love not to work and just do something I like for a change or study something I want to learn about. But sacrifices must be made for these dreams. I need the money,urgently. It's not that I owe people money,it's just that I am genuinely tired of pulling money from here so it can be spent there only to save it there so that it can be spent somewhere else again. Let's just hope that with a new job,the situation improves.
Matters of the heart
Let me be honest: no time for this already lah! Haha. There is a girl I am interested in,but I don't have the time nor energy(nor money) to chase after her. And another more bigger problem; I don't know how to start a conversation with her! Yeah,that's right, noisy,talkative can't-shut-up Adnan can't talk to a girl! Hahaha. Sometimes I really wonder what is it that guys do to attract girls to them? Hm.m...
Misc
I'm feeling very warm. Weather is horrible. Very tired from last night's shift. So yeah.
Darmuis blogged at 1:10 AM
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
Well,its approximately two weeks to go before I sit for my GCE O Levels. And slightly two weeks later, I'll be off to NS. Time flies man:)
What's new(old) in my life
So right now, I'm trying my best to run every day,study and at the same time cut down on going out. Partly because of study time and partly because I'm low on cash anyway. Maybe it's time to pay my debtors a visit hahaha.
I can't explain it, but recently I seem....more cold. I distance myself from my emotions. I don't know why, but I'm afraid to feel anything. That does'nt mean I've become more mean or anything like that...it just means that I seem to be cut off from feeling emotions. Hmm.
It's said that if you want something badly enough,the entire universe will conspire with you to achieve it. Well right now I just want to get my O's over and done with. I'm really so tired of studying. I just want to do something else for a change. Although I see my friends around me not really enjoying their working lives, I want to stop studying. Or at least take a break from it for abit. Sigh
Matters of the heart
Now,for matters of the heart... well so far that space is still empty. Honestly it is,if any readers are getting any interesting ideas. I don't know why, but it just seems to remain that way. But I will say that it is not totally hopeless. I do have someone I maybe kinda want to know better. Problem is, I have'nt even been able to add her on Facebook! Hahaha, maybe one step at a time eh?
Misc
On a totally off-topic post, I want to congratulate my dear Qiurui for experiencing the reverse bungee! Hahahahaha! :) oh yeah, couple of birthdays coming up, time to go card-hunting.
Darmuis blogged at 5:37 PM
