Saturday, September 25, 2010
Baby are you down down down?
Even if the sky is falling down:)
Hahaha, that song is probably going to be a hit 20 years from now. It's a great song:) So after that emo post, I've had quite an emo weekday but so far, this weekend seems alright. Im going hiking tomorrow alone I guess:( Oh well, I can't force people to like hiking,its something that's gotta be liked by yourself. It'll be lonely hiking by myself thorough. It ain't so bad with my MP3 player with me.
I'm only gonna break break your heart,
break break your heart...
yet another nice song which might last for another 10 years..? And no, I'm not heartbroken in any sort of way,it's just a nice song! Hahaha:)
Suddenly feeling lonely,might call Cherie for abit. Meeting Qiu tmr at AMK Hub to buy bike gloves.
The SPF has'nt called me back yet for regular police officer work. I'm worried:( Dingjie's coming back tonight,welcome back bro! And James, keep on watching Every Singaporean's Son, it's worth it. And I want to watch "How I met your mother"!
Maybe I'm going to make that call now,goodnight guys:)
Darmuis blogged at 7:04 AM
Tuesday, September 21, 2010
Well I've realized I've not really updated for nearly a month. Well no one seems to mind,judging by my chatbox.
I really don't understand you. How did you do it? It must have been very easy,because it seems that you're alright with your life right now. How did you take me away from your life? Please,tell me. I wish to know that secret too. Because I don't know why till now, even though it's been so long and my feelings have long faded away,I still feel that anguish when I see your Facebook updates. How did you do it,really? How did you cut me,your friends,all of us out of your life so thoroughly without a sense of guilt whatsoever?
I agree that now,all of us have many priorities in our lives. I have my O's,possible future career as a police officer and much more. But I still make time for my dear friends. Why? Because I care about them,because I don't want the bonds of friendship which I worked so hard to build to decay and rot away. Because I give a damn whether they're healthy or sick, happy or upset, in love or out of love.
You just left us all. Not only me,but your other two friends. How could you even bear to do it? Yes,I know you're trying to start up your own business and it takes lots of effort,time and patience. Yes,your family needs you to be their pillar and their source of strength. I can understand. But what about us? Do we really mean so little to you,that you just cast us aside like leaves on the road? When I say I'll be there for you, I do my best to fulfill those words. Do you?
If you think that its jealously that's speaking, you're really sadly mistaken. I'm happy that you've found someone who probably loves you more that I did,someone who will stand by your side no matter what. I'm glad that you've a reason to smile. But what happened to us? Yes,maybe we were too young,maybe I rushed things,maybe I did many things I shouldn't have. Maybe I should not even bring up the past again. But let me just say this: we've been with you for more than 5 years, he has only been in your life for...2 years or more? you've made so many memories with us and you choose to let them all go,for this guy?
All I have to say is:all the best to you,because I really have nothing more to say beyond those words.
I'm sorry for making everyone else read such a long passage. Will update soon with a more lively one.
And you,I'm sure you know who you are.
Darmuis blogged at 4:47 AM
