Wednesday, March 31, 2010



I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right,believing for so long

I'm all out of love, what am I without you
It cant be too late to say I was so wrong.

These words have been my lines for the past 4 days. I dont know why I always seem to fall for all the wrong girls. I guess maybe I am in a hurry, that is the impression I give people. But its not true, I'm in no hurry to get into an relationship.

Its just that it sucks when your in a situation of unrequited love. For those who don't know what that means, there is a simple,amusing cartoon below showing an example. Right now, I don't want to know what's the right thing I should do or the wrong thing I should avoid. Right now, I don't want to care about what's happening around me because I feel so painful inside. And that pain is there whenever I let my guard down,when I happen to be on Facebook and I look at her picture.

This pain is caused by my refusal to accept the fact that I like this girl alot. I have to be stern with my heart, because I know that its just not possible. For those who think that I'm jumping to conclusions, call me and within an hour I'll convince you otherwise. I have to be firm in my decision that I took last weekend.

But...

I'm human too. I fall too. I just don't have the strength to keep on denying to my heart that I don't have feelings for her. I just...want to let it all go.

Love is something special,for everyone. I see many examples of it daily around me, in the acts and people around me. For me however...I just want that remaining piece to complete my life. Thats all I ask for. Can you grant me that?











Darmuis blogged at 6:45 AM



Monday, March 22, 2010



Really missing you right now. You're all thats on my mind right now

Sad:(


Darmuis blogged at 5:40 AM



Monday, March 15, 2010




Would you:

  1. Erase all doubts from my heart and fill it with love instead?
  2. Make me realise that my dream has come true?
  3. Realise that I am deeply,unforgivably in love with you?
  4. Be at my side even if I falter?
  5. Stand by me?
  6. Kiss me just once, so that I may live for those moments to pass again?
  7. Hold me, so that I know I will never leave your arms willingly?
  8. Touch me, so that I yearn for every small gesture from you?
  9. Hold my hand infront of your friends, and proudly tell them that I'm yours?
  10. Devote yourself to me, so that I may do the same?
  11. Wipe away those tears, and tell me not to waste them because it hurts you?
  12. Take a moonlight stroll with me on the beach?
  13. Trust me even if you know that you're in danger?
  14. Lean on me, so that we may be one in body,spirit and heart?
Love me?

Will you?


Darmuis blogged at 4:52 AM




I guess it would be better to just let go hmm?
Bye bye,never say goodbye?
Hahaha, I'm listening to "Because I'm stupid" so yeah.

Sometimes it feels like there is a void between me and everyone else. like whenever I try to make this strange joke, everyone looks at me with that "wtf" expression. I guess only Можете would be able to understand it:)

Jste. I still have'nt found Voit yet. I search, I keep my heart open when im meeting new people or friends, but it seems like none of them have actually knocked on my heart's door or broke it down yet:(

I just want Sie to know that I will be waiting. No matter how long,or how far, I will wait for Si. Because I know that when 당신 comes along, it'll be worth the wait.

So,tell my aching heart that. Give me the strength and courage and patience that I really really need now.

I'm a simple person who wants a simple love story with Jūs. I guess its me hoping that Você está the one for me:)


Darmuis blogged at 4:28 AM



Sunday, March 14, 2010



Sigh.

As usual,Im sitting on a fence here. I think she's funny and fun. But I dont really know her. But I think she's nice. She seems to be a bag of laughs. But do I like her?
As good company,yeah I do:) As someone to laugh with and at,yes I do. As for love....I cant tell.

So yeah. :(


Darmuis blogged at 8:02 AM



Wednesday, March 10, 2010

These lovely ladies


These great gentleman


Well friends,we have reached the end of the road here.

I am an ITE graduate now.

There will be many,many things I will miss.

Many many people,events,classes and more.

I realise now,that I really really dont want to let go of these moments.

But hey, all good things come to an end eventually right?

I'm a person who is resistant to change.

But sadly, I must adapt or be left behind.

So,here are the pictures of those people who will stay on my mind.


Darmuis blogged at 7:05 AM



Thursday, March 4, 2010




This song has been covered many times, but the original is still the best:) Enjoy!


Darmuis blogged at 5:47 AM