Friday, October 23, 2009
MAKE YOUR MOVE
Hello,Hi,Hola:)
Well I guess this is one of the few afternoons i actually have to sit down and think and blog haha.
Next week is my mathematics O levels. Sigh:(
To be honest, I'm not sure if I can score well. A pass is likely(I hope), but scoring well? Hmm tough question! The thing is,I just dont want to do maths. Yes I'll admit after getting over my phobia for maths,it is interesting and logical and even fun sometimes. But I dont really understand why we have to learn irrelevant topics that have little or no impact in our lives.
Yes mathematics is the purest science,but I just dont have the appetite for it. You can give me 10 questions to solve,no problem. But if you ask me to solve quadratic equations which do not relate to anything I'm doing right now,what's the point of learning?
My dream of being a teacher is slipping away day by day. As much as I hate to admit it, my aunt's right. I have no motivation to study anymore. Surprising huh,Adnan has given up on studies?
I want to find a purpose,the reason for being,my goal in life. And these are my goals:
To become a person who understands and appreciates lifE
To care and help others on this path as well
To directly do something to help people.
This is probably why I wanted to be a teacher in the first place. But I'm so tired guys, so tired.
Tired of trying to understand mathematics,tired of telling them to quit their bad habits,tired of trying to make her wake up and smell the roses,tired of being just a pillar of support.In short I'm tired of Adnan.
*This paragraph is for Jade if you're reading. I saw your blog and the song. Its a nice song,but its very depressing. We have'nt talked in awhile,so I dont know if anything did happen. But I think that you should'nt feel that there's a joke on you. After all,you're a good person,who in time will contribute her share of joy and happiness to the world. So dont ever think you're a joke:) *
Darmuis blogged at 6:56 PM
Friday, October 16, 2009
Lol hey guys sorry for letting this blog die. I didnt feel upto writing out what has happened to this date (alto I was fine with playing WoW for 6 hours a day!)
Lets see...
My results came out. Turns out I got a C instead of a D for Accouting after all. Well its not much of a comfort,but it's better than a D, I guess. And my GPA dropped from 2.9 to 2.6. So goodbye poly! Sigh:(
I dont know where to move from here on. Because I really really was banking on getting a 3.0+ for this term,so really really lost and disappointed. I've been thinking about signing on with the Police or Army. After all, I know alot of guys out there think that its a waste of time,but I think its something to be proud of,that in my own way I'm contributing to the nation's welfare. Sadly people dont think like that anymore.
I went for my medical yesterday. I want to thank the medic who took my blood. Let me explain why. First I held my arm out and he took out a SYRINGE instead of the normal "small" needle they use to take blood. I took a deep breath as the needle slid into my arm and underneath my skin. I felt a sharp sting,and as the medic drew the syringe back NOTHING CAME OUT OF MY ARM! My first reaction was: WHERE'S MY BLOOD! the second: GODDAMMIT HE MISSED MY VEIN! then he calmly SHIFTED THE NEEDLE STILL INSDIE MY ARM, took it out,and tried again. This time i felt a sharper sting,if thats possible,and finally i saw blood. Then he causally took out the needle,injected the blood into a container and threw it across the room. My blood. Threw it across the room. Thank you:)
Apparently my heart may have some abnormalites so Im going to GMC for a heart scan. Hope everything turns out well.
Alrighty,thats all for now. Do tag:)
Darmuis blogged at 11:45 PM
