Thursday, September 25, 2008
well guys i have`nt updated for quite a time cuz i was too tired or busy to do so.
on sunday nite,i stayed in the mosque till 8am the next morning, WITHOUT SLEEP! now most of you will think, so what i`ve stayed up pretty late mtyself,what makes it special to stay up till the next morning?
sure it wound`ve been great if i had my computer and a good internet..WoW and CS the whole night :) but since i didnt i had to try not to doze off,becuz it was a nite of special prayer.
anyway u can guess how tired i felt the next day but for some reason, when i saw the sunrise i felt totally awake and alive like me and the earth were being reborn by its rays.
then i fell sick and have been sick ever since then...like 4days plus only today i go see doc becuz i thought it was jus rest i needed, but it didnt turn out that way so best to go get medication.now feeling slightly better alto the cough and sore throat is still there...aargh..
so yea thats my life so far..
Labels: moving on...
Darmuis blogged at 8:21 AM
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
today i watched the movie Accuracy of Death...quite interesting and funny the black dog is soo adorable asking rhetoric questions...quite touching too about the girl and her life, jus goes to show that our life have ordinary things in them,but it is these things that make it special
today was kinda a crappy day,woke up late didnt fast..basically felt kinda low today dunno why also like that.
sigh..sometimes in life you have to choose between the lesser of two evils. so i did today. instead of saying wat i really wanted to, i kept those words locked away in my heart,with all my feelings...after all, the one who gives in is the winner overall right? or so they say...
sigh never mind soon the truth will come to light,and my judgemnt before Anubis will prove whether my heart is true or it is a false declaration. until that day, i will wait. for i will not interfere in the fabrics of fate but let it unravel before me,as my part in this story has not yet come to past. i will stand by her side as an unwavering guardian,till time and tide show me my true purpose. until then, i remain yours,faithfully.
oh yea right now listening to Phantom of the Opera soundtrack..nice :)
Labels: Oh its what you do to me
Darmuis blogged at 7:03 AM
Saturday, September 13, 2008
well saturday was a very interesting and fun day at cherie`s house, as we all gathered to celebrate Qiu`s birthday and eat steamboat! haha it was my first time eating steamboat and i must say its quite an interesting experience.
there was alot of food!!! and different types of food. eggs,golden mushroom stalks,crabs..etc...mouth watering isnt it? anyway im not really a big big eater so i ate as much as possible and kept my peace:)
then we cut the cake and celebrated Qiu`s birthday. after which had to rush home cuz ard 11+...then reached home ard 1...tired but happy:)
Ytd i went to meet meiyun and the gang to celebrate lantern festival...wah the park very smoky cant see nor breathe..we brought sparkles,rockets,lanterns..etc
then we launched a few rockets and not bad lah we got one that blew in mid-air! then as we were launching another one, the Civil Defence drove passed; apperently citizens were complaining abt the smoke and noise in the park,so they were there to warn us not to play with rockets and stuff.
someone did get injured tho(not from our group), i think the sparkles exploded at his/her foot and injured him/her pretty badly...ambulance came. after that got policeman patrolling the park,so no more launches:(
ah well, it was fun for everyone :)
Labels: MOAR-O1 Failed /cry
Darmuis blogged at 7:52 PM
Friday, September 12, 2008
honestly i dont know what to write today, since my life seems to be one long dragging blur at the moment with no changes, nor pauses since these past few days.
well the bfd papers were ok,but my afd papers sucked like hell. i basically messed up badly with my control accounts and my bank rec. the worst part is, i know that i messed up, so the feeling was more stronger.
its now 7:47pm this evening. i`m sitting in front of this computer writing this entry. the glow of the screen reflects off my eyes. what am i doing? i feel no purpose, no feelings no life. i feel as alive as the computer infront of me, a servant waiting quietly for life to command him and push him in the so-called right direction.
i miss the beach. the breeze is like the breath of sweet spring, the taste of salt on my tongue, the vast open expense of water, water,water...
the feeling that theres something bigger,better out there jus waiting to be seen,heard and felt. the feeling that your life suddenly is smaller than the great sea, that theres a solution to every problem.
my favourite place in the world...and i have`nt been there for a long time. wish someone would bring me there :)
the summons call
the need arises
for the one to come out
to be alive once more.
Labels: Time after time
Darmuis blogged at 4:43 AM
Monday, September 1, 2008
Well sorry once again for not updating regularing...
Because the fasting month has started...wah very tiring have to wake up at 4 in the morning to eat(u gotta force yourself,else you`ll suffer for the rest of the day)..then pray and sleep after that. since ytd was a holiday,so it was ok,but today its a school day and cherie offered my Toblerone...i want!!!!
Yesterday cherie came back from bangkok. so me,shawn,qiu,jiahao,weijie,xinsheng and grace go n welcome her back to singapore..but it was an interesting welcome...
Ok firstly i went to meet qiu and jiahao at amk...the others were already there waiting for us and qiu was 45 MINS LATE! dont worry qiu, i was`nt angry with you:) i was sooo worried that we would reach late,so we quickly boarded a train and rushed to airport. cherie told us that the flight would land at 8:30pm,so we reached at 8:35pm, thought we were late
GUESS WHAT HAPPENED?
Our dear Ms. Neo told us the flight was gonna be at 8:30pm. what she DIDNT mention was that the flight LEFT bangkok at 8:30pm! it reached Singapore at 10:20PM!!!
Well, you can guess how we all felt:)..haha but its ok lah,the thing is at least we managed to meet her,alto i reached home at 12:20am...[took a cab from airport to amk,then take 169 to Yishun...very creepy the jungle all around me so very quiet on the bus...(shiver)]
Thanks weijie for picking up the tab. Owe you one :)
Labels: She fills my heart, with angel songs, with very special things, with wild imaginings
Darmuis blogged at 7:57 PM
