Saturday, January 31, 2009

well guys thought you might like this song. it describes it better than me typing a half page essay. lol. as it is in Hindi, the the translation is below:





Why did I fall in love with you?
you were nowhere to be found, and i got lost instead
you never walked out of my dreams
neither did you walk into my arms

Why did i fall in love with you?
you were nowhere to be found, and i got lost instead
you still linger in my dreams
but i never had you in my arms

i have no complaints against you
instead, i rue my fate
why does heavan decide the fate of hearts?

you never walked out of my dreams
neither did you walk into my arms

why did i fall in love with you?
you were nowhere to be found, and i got lost instead

why am i ruined, i could never tell
i cried so much
but not a tear i could shed

i could shed no tears
i could shed no tears

you never walked out of my dreams
neither did you walk into my arms

why did i fall in love with you?
you were nowhere to be found, and i got lost instead
you never walked out of my dreams
neither did you walk into my arms

Storyline- this guy Rahul(the guy singing) writes a note in a book and leaves it in his school library. years later Esha finds it. they make contact and start talking to each other,with a few conditions: neither of them knows the other's name nor anything else save the fact that they both are romantics. Rahul has a friend Akshay, a flirt who cant seem to find the one girl, to the frustration of his parents. till he meets Esha, whom he falls in love with. Therein begins a love triangle, unknown to all three parties till Rahul finds out, which he gracefully gives way to Akshay to pursue. but Esha is unknowingly madly in love with Rahul and is adamant about loving him only

how does this story end? im not telling:)


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Sunday, January 25, 2009

hmm didnt know i was so popular with this quiz lol. ah well.
1. Who is the last person sms-ed you?Ans - Meiyun
.2. Your relationship with her is?Ans -one of my closest friends
3. Your five impression of him/her?Ans funny,nice, loyal, helpful .
4. How long you're Friend/Gans with her/him?Ans - great friends , 6years.
5.The memorable thing he/she gave you.Ans her friendship.
6.If he/she become your lover you will?Ans - unlikely. she's already attached.
7.If he/she break the friendship with you what you will do?Ans -well i would try to save it as best as possible
8.If he/she become your enemy what you do?Ans - if it ends like that,then i would be more sad.
9.If your boyfriend/girlfriend wanna break what you will say?Ans - im not dating anyone as of right nw. i do like someone..but its complicated. lol
10.Do you want to change your stead for what he/she is in now?Ans - Never. i love her for who she is.
11. Do you want to be famous & let people know you are a Bi , Gay , Les?Ans - sorry to disappoint but im straight
12. If you're a Gay , Les , Bisexual(Love Boys&Girl) & your school know it, What will you do?Ans -pls refer to 11
13. How did you get to stead with your stead?
Ans - pls refer to 9
14. Are you a Straight(Boy Love Girl) , Gay , Les , Bisexual(Love Boys&Girl) ?Ans - S T R A I G H T !
15. If you're a homo & your parent want you break with your stead will you?
Ans - pls refer to 11
16. What was the present your stead gave you? On your 1st Month.Ans - pls refer to 10
17. What you love about your stead?Ans - pls refer to 9
18. Did you went before your stead house?Ans - pls refer to 9
.19. Name 5 things you hate about your stead.Ans -pls refer to 9
20. When is the date that you started the relationship?Ans - well..hmm interesting question. since i saw her?
21 .When is your last relationship ends?Ans - if its meant to be, its meant to be.
22. If you're a homo do you wish to let your classmate know?Ans -refer to 11
23. Do you ever got a ring from your stead?Ans -refer to 9
24. Name out the 5 things that your stead buys for you.Ans - everything about her is a gift
25. What is the favourite thing you get from your stead?Ans -every moment i see her
26. Did you sacrifice for your stead?Ans -i dont think of it that way. i just dont want to see her troubled
27. Will you risk your life for your stead?Ans- i would'nt. cuz i wanna spend it with her.
28. Did you kiss,Lc with your stead before? (May Not Ans) Girl & Boy.Ans - pls refer to 10
29. Who is your last relationship person?Name the name. Ans -hmm. tough question. dont know whether she counts. dont think so
30. How many ex you got?Ans - 0
31. Do you know anyone is crushing on you?Ans - Unlikely. Wish that was the case. :)
32. Are you a Hongster?Ans - huh?
33. Will you TiongXim with your stead?Ans - huh?
34. Do you believe in love?Ans -do you believe in breathing air? precisely.
35. Can your stead tolerate you?Ans - pls refer to 9.
36.You have pass through how many months with your stead?Ans - no need for that. as long as i am with her thats all that matters.
37. Why did you break with your stead?Ans - she wanted to be happy. i let her.
38. Who is the one who ask a propose/stead request?Ans - i prefer to do the asking myself
39. How long did your last relationship end?Ans -about 1 year ago? ard there
40. Name out 10 Person that you wanna sabotage to do this quiz.Ans - im a nice guy. no one needs to do this unless they want to :)


Darmuis blogged at 5:29 AM


well seeing as i havent posted anything new since this blog got a new look,thought i might as well do it.

lets see, ytd went to shireen aunt's house to study for like 5 HOURS! and i can die seriously because i was doing MATHS! sigh, but actually quite ok lah, i can do quite a bit here and there. then after then went to meet meiyun and ding to go swimming

after doing like 10laps or so, ding suggested that we try plunging.

BAD IDEA!

the first two times, i ended up entering like a rock being dropped into a pool of water. AND IT FREAKING HURT! after that realised i needed lots lots lots of practise. ah well jus gotta keep it going lol.

then today went again to shireen aunt's house tostudy, i`ll be doing that every weekend so like there goes my weekends...but it isnt so bad it only from 9am-3pm. then after that went hiking with her at Mt Faber, not bad took a nice pic wished i knew how to upload.

ok thats all for now, wish everyone a very happy new year:)


Darmuis blogged at 4:44 AM



Monday, January 19, 2009

Thank you Wanqi for this simplistic design. its like you saw the design from some corner of my mind and put it together. especially the poem;

To see a world in a grain of sand
And a heaven in a wild flower
Hold infinity in the palm of your hand
And an eternity in an hour

-William Blake

Beautiful isnt it? haha. anyway, today something happened that upsetted me a great deal, but i wont go any further to spoil the mood of this post.

Thanks again Wanqi:)

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Friday, January 16, 2009

i have no idea what to write actually.but i know i gotta say something. else i`ll burst with the load.

i guess I'm in this situation so many times,it should be SOP( standard operating procedure) for me. i guess sometimes life is just that cruel. but hey life is unfair so get over it right?

so i guess is should just accept it. that perhaps life denies you what you want the most, so that if you get it, its all the more valuable. that you will treasure it, because you know the pain and stuff you went through to get it.

i love her. Too deeply. so i guess i have to accept the fact that, as much as i want to be with her,its not gonna happen. so im just gonna have to continue living with this fact in mind. sometimes, you just dont get what you want, no matter how much you try. so yeah.

so i guess i'll just have to live till then.

and if i dont get it anyway?

well then, i salute whoever it is that's controlling my life, because he played one hella of a joke on me.


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Friday, January 9, 2009

does being in love mean...

staying up late at night thinking about her?
wishing morning would come faster so you could see her again?
asking God to perhaps stop time, so you could live in that moment forever?
thinking of something to say the first time you meet up so you can see her smile?
wishing she could see your love for her?
wishing that she would not leave your side till you sleep, and not leave your dreams till you awake?
perhaps just a touch of hope to hear her laughter at every joke,no matter how lame or otherwise?
putting her dreams and desires in a basket and handing it to her?
checking your phone beacuse you wonder if you are fortunate that she needs to message you for some reason?

and the list goes on...

so to all lovers out there reading this, whether you may be in love, are in love, out of love, or jus simply confused, this is all i gotta say: if you even have more than one of those statements, then you are IN LOVE. so either do something about it( if you havent said anything), make your relationship better( if you're already in love), or just let go and move on (for the last two), because you are worth more. you deserve that special someone and for all you know, he/she might be around that next corner.

happy loving:) lol.

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Tuesday, January 6, 2009

well i havent blogged since i got back to sch, so here goes:

day1 : brought bro and his friends to sch for the first time. helped them find their way around then went to class. met our new form teacher, Ms Eileen Yap, and found her..interesting. feel sad that she got our class. lol ah well. travelled back with cherie on the bus,talk talk talk,took the train home in the end. tired.

today: went to help out wanqi's, grace's and jasmine's project. was the "accountant" for the day,but in the end went around to sell stuff. damn tiring but in the end managed to sell off everything. i was surprised when wanqi and grace split up their share of the profits with us. never mind now got $7 in savings lol. thanks wanqi and grace. very very thirsty today had one bottle of water also not enough. signed up for swimming again,this time I MUST STAY TRUE NO MATTER WHAT. also signed up for archery hopefully can make it for that as well. slept at cherie's place before acc her to take the train home. damn damn tired,didnt go for MPS lol really wanted to go. lol ah well:)

well guys im tired gotta go pack my swimming stuff and everything else for tmr. goodnite:)

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Darmuis blogged at 5:03 AM



Thursday, January 1, 2009


Dear readers,due to a coding misunderstanding and the fact that i still need help working with codes, some of you might have experienced listening to different songs at different times or was unable to read the blog itself.

Thanks to the timely assistance of our Head of IT Department, Ms June Ong Meiyun, this problem has been resolved and the coding done.

we at ADNAN Inc wish to provide a pleasant and enriching experience from our services and blog, so we apologise for the delay and any possible trauma caused to any readers. we wish you a happy 2009


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Adnan-61

Mast-93

Ding -42

Yun -111

haha thanks you ..



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