Sunday, November 29, 2009
Its December!! Its finally here!
Haha sorry guys,its just that December,after waiting for 11months,is finally here!
Darmuis blogged at 5:40 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Food for thought.
Humans are interesting creatures. When they are happy,when they are excited,when they are under pressure. Its fascinating to watch how they behave,its almost like an art actually.
We humans are the greatest,most accomplished at lying to ourselves,to our friends and family In fact,on a daily basis we tell lies.
Why so? Is it because all humans want to hide things from their fellow homo sapiens?
No, I'd rather think its because we all, at some point or another, are afraid to speak what is truly in our hearts. Because we are afraid that what we say might have an adverse effect on the people we care about. So we lie,to avoid breaking trust,friendships and marriages.
Could you really blame us? We all make mistakes. That's the definition of being a human, and we naturally don't want to lose respect or love in the eyes of others,so we seek to gloss over these errors by trying to fabricate or amend the truth to suit our purposes.
And we,by nature require companionship. It is infinitely harder to survive by yourself,than in a pack. After all, we're not wolves. So we try to live with our friends and partner's faults, hoping fruitlessly that they will change for the better,to help themselves. And more importantly to make us happy.
We humans indeed are a complicated lot. Animals just get together to mate,reproduce and survive. yes, I agree that there are intricate bindings in certain species, but to generalise,animals have little or no emotions. Rather they operate almost entirely on needs and instincts,drinking water when thirsty,eating when hungry,fighting when provoked.
Humans on the other hand, have the twin abilities of logic and reasoning,yet when it comes to matters of the heart,amazing we unconsciously switch both processes off. We can do so much for the one we "love", yet when we look back, we seem to realise how much time,money and effort was wasted in pursuit for that person.
Why did I put the word "love" in ""? Because love,indeed is a very very broad term. What is love? Love for oneself, Love for money,Love for one's ego,Love for one's sport,Love for one's partner,Love for the world,Love for one's friends and family,just to name a few.
So this was the thoughts running thru my mind just 15mins ago. Dont expect you guys to really understand what I'm saying,but all the same,thanks for reading:)
Darmuis blogged at 7:47 PM
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Well its time for an update:)
My computer's registry was suspected to be corrupted,and I could not load or boot up to desk stop,so I had to boost from the original OS installation CD. After running the self-repair functions,and doing some basic diagnosis,I could use my computer again.
In short, my comp was not working for 2 days,and I couldn't be online:)
Well, my time in ITE is ending pretty soon. Its time to go out there and take up some responsibilities. I mean come on, I'm gonna be 20 already! (at least at the very end of the year)
So I'm joining the Police Force in December. Hopefully you'll see me in uniform by next year April hahaha:)
Month of November has past by,and I did all my gift-giving:) December is a much much quieter month,thank God:) Now I gotta save up and buy myself my jigsaw for this year. Although my last one is still in the cupboard,I'll save her I promise!
Sigh. Now again, I'm beginning to be drawn into love. Pretty soon,I'm going to have to confess my feelings for her. I thought that I could keep my distance,and love her from afar. But every time I'm with her, I really really don't want those moments to end. And even as I write this, I'm missing her so badly. I just have to put my faith in God,that He alone knows why he chose her for me. Not that I'm complaining that I'm in love with one of the most beautiful girl:)
I know our friendship may get affected. But I want her to know my feelings. After that,if she still wants to be friends its her choice. I chose to love her, and if she rejects me, I guess I'll accept that fact:(
So pray for me and wish me the best:)
Darmuis blogged at 6:07 AM
Saturday, November 7, 2009
Well I dont really know what to type really..just thought I should update before November ends haha:)
So anyway...
Didnt do much this week.went to school,came back from school,missed out a lot of WoW time. But I'm also stopping soon,as its just too expensive!
Well the month of november is here,meaning alot of my friends birthdays are also here. Omg got to buy gifts and boxes and stuff for them all. Going to spend a tidy fortune,but its alright,they're worth it:)
Hmm....wonder what I CAN buy for them. Seriously running low on gift ideas. I got some people's gifts earlier on,so those are settled but the rest...aargh present hunting!!!
A good friend recently wrote on her blog this question: what is your defination of life? This is my answer:
Life,to me is like a tide that ebbs in and out. As the tide rises,we struggle to stay afloat as we may not be prepared for what's going to hit us. As the tide receeds,its brings away all our negative feelings with it,leaving a clean beautiful soul to start off with again.
Life is what you put into it. No pointing complaining or bitching about how hard your life is. I salute all those people who have any form of disability who go through daily life as a struggle but yet show us all that they can keep pace with us. We indeed have nothing to complain about standing next to them.
Take life slow. After all you only live once. Do you want your life to be filled with figures,monthly paychecks,car bills etc...or would you rather have it filled with memories of beautiful places,people and things? Think about it: if life was a drink how would you want it to taste?
Life is beautiful. Truly. If you could just stop and look up into the sky,let the gentle breeze tickle your senses,watch the solemn grey clouds pass by,and just thank God that you're here,I'd say you appreciate life already. For what use is material wealths if your soul is stained and you cant get a good night's sleep.
So to all my readers, I ask you this question: What is YOUR defination of life? :)
Darmuis blogged at 7:28 AM
