Wednesday, March 31, 2010
I'm all out of love, I'm so lost without you
I know you were right,believing for so long
I'm all out of love, what am I without you
It cant be too late to say I was so wrong.
These words have been my lines for the past 4 days. I dont know why I always seem to fall for all the wrong girls. I guess maybe I am in a hurry, that is the impression I give people. But its not true, I'm in no hurry to get into an relationship.
Its just that it sucks when your in a situation of unrequited love. For those who don't know what that means, there is a simple,amusing cartoon below showing an example. Right now, I don't want to know what's the right thing I should do or the wrong thing I should avoid. Right now, I don't want to care about what's happening around me because I feel so painful inside. And that pain is there whenever I let my guard down,when I happen to be on Facebook and I look at her picture.
This pain is caused by my refusal to accept the fact that I like this girl alot. I have to be stern with my heart, because I know that its just not possible. For those who think that I'm jumping to conclusions, call me and within an hour I'll convince you otherwise. I have to be firm in my decision that I took last weekend.
But...
I'm human too. I fall too. I just don't have the strength to keep on denying to my heart that I don't have feelings for her. I just...want to let it all go.
Love is something special,for everyone. I see many examples of it daily around me, in the acts and people around me. For me however...I just want that remaining piece to complete my life. Thats all I ask for. Can you grant me that?
Darmuis blogged at 6:45 AM
