will you be mine ?

Friday, January 16, 2009

i have no idea what to write actually.but i know i gotta say something. else i`ll burst with the load.

i guess I'm in this situation so many times,it should be SOP( standard operating procedure) for me. i guess sometimes life is just that cruel. but hey life is unfair so get over it right?

so i guess is should just accept it. that perhaps life denies you what you want the most, so that if you get it, its all the more valuable. that you will treasure it, because you know the pain and stuff you went through to get it.

i love her. Too deeply. so i guess i have to accept the fact that, as much as i want to be with her,its not gonna happen. so im just gonna have to continue living with this fact in mind. sometimes, you just dont get what you want, no matter how much you try. so yeah.

so i guess i'll just have to live till then.

and if i dont get it anyway?

well then, i salute whoever it is that's controlling my life, because he played one hella of a joke on me.

Darmuis blogged at 6:56 PM


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