Friday, September 12, 2008
honestly i dont know what to write today, since my life seems to be one long dragging blur at the moment with no changes, nor pauses since these past few days.
well the bfd papers were ok,but my afd papers sucked like hell. i basically messed up badly with my control accounts and my bank rec. the worst part is, i know that i messed up, so the feeling was more stronger.
its now 7:47pm this evening. i`m sitting in front of this computer writing this entry. the glow of the screen reflects off my eyes. what am i doing? i feel no purpose, no feelings no life. i feel as alive as the computer infront of me, a servant waiting quietly for life to command him and push him in the so-called right direction.
i miss the beach. the breeze is like the breath of sweet spring, the taste of salt on my tongue, the vast open expense of water, water,water...
the feeling that theres something bigger,better out there jus waiting to be seen,heard and felt. the feeling that your life suddenly is smaller than the great sea, that theres a solution to every problem.
my favourite place in the world...and i have`nt been there for a long time. wish someone would bring me there :)
the summons call
the need arises
for the one to come out
to be alive once more.
Labels: Time after time
Darmuis blogged at 4:43 AM
